Friday, June 26

Fun time

This few day I'm busy in KL. Ya is true I'm in KL now. Is the 6th days in KL. I been go out to shop with my sister all the time after her school. But I need to wait at her hostel for her break time in school. I'm boring while waiting in the hostel cause there only me in the hostel.

On morning I woke up very early to took bath because i don't want to be call out ih a half way in bath room. There is an aunty in the hostel, she very mad sometime and rud. I don't like her very well. She said something that doesn't think before, what an bad manners. But is ok for me la, well you know aunty is always like that. Make a step backword for this kind of question, I don't want to be mad with people the have ages. XP

Yesterday me and my sister went to green box karaokae. I'm very excited because I wish to sing seen that day that I been finish my exam. We sing about 3 hour at the grren box, after that we both go shop for something new. I took about 2 hour to looking for the suitable sliper for myself, hehe, is quite loong I know. XP. And we bought a shirt and a pant for my sister. We had our dinner in the restorant at the 6th floor in sungai wang. I have fun yesterday. I really have fun. ^^

Friday, June 19

永久的伤

今天朋友约了我去跑步 , 我便很爽快地答应了 . 早上五点我就起身准备了 , 七点半到目的地 .
起初我就像往常一样 , 跑步....其实我是知道我之前的旧上还未痊愈 , 但是我不服气 , 因为运动是我唯一的乐趣 .

自从上次的意外后 , 我就深深的得知我不再能在跑道上跑了 ; 不再能参加运动会上的活动 ; 不再能像以前那样的活跃......不再能.....因为那次意外我真得很后悔 , 后悔我为什么不要乖乖的去参加最后一次的比赛.....而....那就成了我....一辈子的后悔....不过那次意外我没有责怪任何人 , 这可能是注定不要让我那么活跃吧 ......

在疗伤的那几个星期 , 我想了好多好多的事情 . 因为我知道了后果 , 每一晚我都偷偷的在夜里哭泣 , 运动是我最爱的活动然而天命不能违反 , 我是注定下辈子不允许有过分的活动了. 虽然是那样但我还是忍痛得继续运动下去 , 我知道那样对我的伤有很大的伤害 , 但是....我离不开....离不开我爱的活动....

现在我的伤隐隐作痛 , 因为今天早上我去跑步了 .....没有大碍这并不影响我未来的生活....人生还是要继续我不能因为一点搓泽就放弃一切....我要努力为我之后要读得科奋斗....伤需要很长的时间来痊愈 , 但是我的伤......永远都不会痊愈吧?? 就让它在我的右脚上存着永永远远的伤......

Wednesday, June 17

~伤~

从车窗吹进来的风很冷 , 我把双手搁在胸前 , 微微一低头 , 便看见右脚蹊盖上一条深深的疤痕 , 那是前两年朋友载着我回家的路上 , 碰上了一条很多沙的转弯路口 , 朋友一个不小心...摩托翻了. 伤口伤得很重似乎都看见了骨 , 很痛 , 不过一路上和在医院里...我没有掉过一滴眼泪. 不久 , 伤口愈合了 , 我就将它忘记了. 皮肉之伤已不是第一次了 , 只不过这个伤是最深刻的罢了.

我时常受伤 , 切菜时常会划破手指 ; 走在路上也会踢中石头或高起来的石阶而上了脚趾 ; 尊下拾起东西再起身时头偶尔撞击桌角而肿了起来 ; 用针线时都是时常刺伤手指头 , 每一次受伤流血 , 我都不愿意大呼小叫 , 越不想让家人看见我受伤 , 我情愿让刺痛使我的神志清醒 , 我所沉醉的东西实在太多了.

对于皮肉之伤我早已处之泰然 , 最难平息的是心伤. 当我对朋友的作为很失望时 ; 当我最相信的一个人欺骗我时 ; 当我爱的人不再喜欢我时..... 那种伤才是不易复愈的伤口.